Welcome to my life!

Welcome back to my ongoing journey as a unicorn in the swinging lifestyle.  If you are a new reader...welcome, and I hope you enjoy sharing my erotic times.  If you have read my previous books then I hope this one lives up to your expectations.

In my last book, Diary of a Unicorn: Reawakened I had come out of a short intermission period and got right back into the "swing of things"...so to speak.  We caught up with a lot of reoccurring friends/characters in my life and introduced quite a few more.  Some became new friends, and some were just bit players in my diary.

A few new things have happened since the last book.  My free website is up and thriving.  The web address is www.diaryofaunicorn.com.  This has everything from pictures (rated G to XXX), information on my books, my blog, sex and dating sites I belong to and how to find me, my email address which is tracy@diaryofaunicorn.com, and other pieces which are still in the works.  Take a look at it and see what you think.  I try to update the pictures as I can, but many people don't like to have their picture taken, even with their faces screened out.

My blog has really taken off.  You can read it on my website or just go to http://adiaryofaunicorn.blogspot.com/ to read my posts.  I try to write every couple of days, sometimes include a picture, and you will recognize some of these stories from the blog.  Although the blog entries are short, just teasers of the tales that will be in the book.  Just something to keep readers interested in the meantime.  Please feel free to make comments on the entries as that is something that people seem hesitant to do, and I would love to hear more about what you think of my writing and experiences.

You can also follow me on Twitter at DiaryUnicorn and on Instagram at TracyUnicornDiary.  I would love to hear your feedback and gather new followers.  I like to post funny and sexy things for my followers to enjoy.  And of course you can still find me on Facebook at https://facebook.com/diaryofaunicorn. 

I respond to all emails and comments from everyone, so don't be shy.  Check out the sites, email me, make comments, tweet me...I follow it all and love every minute of it.  I know there are more like me and love to connect with other unicorns or swingers who just like to share stories of their own lifestyle.

Previously I mentioned some ongoing dental work which has turned into a bit of a nightmare.  Sometimes during this book I have to take short breaks as I recover from one procedure or another, but that doesn't get me down.  I will tell you, though, that the sex just gets hotter the further into the book you get.

One other thing I should mention, and this is something I have never publicly put into print, but I am bipolar.  I don't have the typical bipolar with manic highs.  My high periods are just times of extreme focus, productivity, and concentration, but my down cycles are truly debilitating.  Luckily throughout this book I was on an up cycle, so I didn't have to deal with that along with all the dental work.  I just thought I should share that with my readers so you will know more of me as a person.

I ended the last book with a swinger's party and an after-party of six where we fucked ourselves out, so let's get this one started a little slower and introduce a few new characters and friends to go along with the ones you already know.  Being a swinger, even a bisexual unicorn, can be hard and frustrating.  You will see just how difficult and annoying it can be with the number of people I have who cancel on me or just disappear.  But there are just as many people who follow through, and many have become my friends.  I hope you make friends like mine and have a great time enjoying the lifestyle.  Happy Swinging!

Have a sexy day!

XoXo

Tracy

Play Date with a BBC - excerpt from my new book

I never really mention race in my books because for me it's all about the person, not their race that turns me on.  Curtis and I had played once before, years ago, but he didn't think I was into black guys, so he asked me about it.  This is one of the few sessions in any of my books where I mention race.

Curtis and I went to a hotel and this was purely a session of hot fucking and sucking.  We had decided to do a hot broadcast on my AFF account.  A hot broadcast is a live streaming video of your camera, so I brought my laptop along.  While people can watch and comment on a hot broadcast, it can't be downloaded or saved, even by the people streaming it.  It can be good if you want to put yourself out there but not have files that can be downloaded floating around.

We turned on the computer, set up the broadcast, and got undressed.  There wasn't really any kissing or foreplay; we just got down to business.  We started off with him standing and me sucking his very thick, very long, very hard dick.  Because of his size I do have trouble getting much of him in my mouth.  It's just not physically possible for me to open my mouth any wider.  We did this for a while and checked the broadcast.  We were up to about 500-600 viewers which is a pretty good amount for a Monday lunchtime gig.  The viewers were making comments and requests of things they wanted us to do, but it's hard to really focus on fucking while you are reading comments.  That's just one of the reasons I could never be a woman who does camera sex for money.  I guess I'm not that good at multi-tasking during sex, unless it's with multiple partners...lol.

We moved to the bed where I could try a different angle, and despite his size, I was really enjoying myself.  Curtis seemed to be enjoying himself, too.  He used my camera on my phone to take some pictures and a video of me blowing him.  Putting down the phone he flipped me over onto my back, pushing my legs up near his shoulders.  He put on a condom and had to go slowly because of his size.  He commented that I am small and tight, but that may just be because of his size.  I don't think I'm big or stretched out by any means, but I think he would consider most women small and tight.  We fucked this way for a while, then I got on top and rode him.  Holding my hips tightly he thrust deeper until he came.

We took a break, and I smoked a cigarette.  I kept the camera going and gave the viewers a bit of a show playing with my tits and pussy.  We could hear the comments coming in and the they wanted wanted him to fuck my ass (not happening), wanted reverse cowgirl, wanted me to lick his ass (he didn't seem interested in that.)  They loved the contrast of his BBC with my white pussy and ass.

Curtis got hard again, so I started giving him another blowjob.  This time Curtis moved the camera closer so it was focused on my face and his cock.  While keeping the camera close he moved me back onto my stomach and entered me from behind, pulling my hair back to hold me in place while slapping my ass.  He reached down to fondle my pussy and clit and immediately made me come.

I switched to reverse cowgirl so the viewers could get a good view of him going in and out of me from a different perspective.  The number of viewers continued to increase.  We moved the camera to his chest (not an easy thing to do) so the people could get a very close view of his big cock going deep into my wet and juicy pussy.

After a couple of hours, we were both tired and satisfied.  It was a fun afternoon.  Later that afternoon I had a couple dozen emails from people who had watched the broadcast, and the video and picture started trending as soon as I uploaded them.  Here are a few samples of the emails I got when I returned home.

1.  I know you hear this all the time but you look amazingly awesome! I just had to stop by and let you know. Hot cam!

2.  mmmmm,very hot cam-play!!  hi from germany :o)  pls play c2cum wirh my big cock ,o)

3.  Hi I have been watching some of your videos and first saw you live I'm sure you would be a lot of fun. too bad your so far away. you certainly have a beautiful sexy body. please keep posting.

4.  Hello.  Thanks for sharing yourself online. Your pics and videos are very mmmmm stimulation. You are very pretty and sexy. I enjoyed reading yor blogs and will most likely read the digital book in the near future. I loved seeing you live on cam today. Wow,,,,you are so very sexy. Looks like you are in a hotel....traveling? If so, where are you?

5.  Hi Unicorn., I might be unable to meet you but reading about your exploits would be an interesting substitution. 

6.  Saw you on cam. Nice! Ever get to Florida? Love to host you. Do you have YIM? 

7.  hello my angel, I'm jealous, wanted to be with you in his place, kisses

8.  Saw your videos and pictures.  Very sexy indeed.  Keep it up!

9.  How can I get your books?

10.            I want more and maybe even participate with the cam.  send invitation of friendship.  very, very good your videos, I see that has done everything in bed

All in all it was a very fun afternoon diversion.  Not sure when I will get to see Curtis again, but I am looking forward to it, and this time it won't be a few years away.

Have a sexy day!
XoXo
Tracy

My Recent Masturbation Session

Since my last post was about my thoughts on masturbation, I figured I would include one on what it is like for me sometimes when I masturbate.  This is a typical recent example.  Hope it makes you horny.  :)

After instant message exchange with one of my friends, I was very turned on.  My breasts, especially my nipples, are one of my hottest spots for me.  My nipples were already so hard, I had to take off my clothes and lie back on the bed to just massage and squeeze them.

For the record, I do like porn.  I like all types of video porn - men, women, groups - but I probably watch more girl on girl porn than anything.  So I found a nice video of two women online and rubbed my tits while watching the women on screen doing the same thing.  When one of the women moved down to lick the other one's pussy, I lowered one hand to my own.  I was wet, and my clit was so sensitive.  I continued this way with one hand on my breast and one stroking my pussy for a while.  I really can almost come from having my nipples played with.

I decided to get out one of my vibrators.  This one is pink and a little flexible, about 7" long with just a little curve in it.  I started with a low setting, just lightly stroking all around my clit with the soft buzzing, teasing myself.  Every time the vibrator would rub over me while I pinched my nipple I could feel the orgasm building.  On the computer, the women were now on top of each other, with their legs intertwined, grinding their clits against one another.  One of my favorite things.

Soon I felt the vibrator dipping further and further into my pussy.  I enjoy toys of all kinds, whether by myself or with others.  This time I decided to stay on my back and use it to fuck myself slowly, rubbing it against my clit, sliding it against my g-spot, then burying it deep inside me.  My hips were moving with the rhythm, and I closed my eyes to concentrate on the sensations.  I don't always need to be moving quickly, and this was one of those times where I just continued to stroke and squeeze until I finally gave in to a really good orgasm...the kind where you can feel the orgasm in your clit and inside your pussy at the same time.  Mmmmm.

I can have multiple orgasms sometimes, and sometimes I am completely satisfied with one.  Masturbating alone and/or with a toy is just a purely self-indulgent time.  You aren't thinking of pleasing someone else and can focus entirely on what you are feeling.  But it is only one part of a fulfilling sexual lifestyle for me.  I do enjoy being with others more because I like to give as much as I like to receive.  However, there is nothing wrong with masturbating as often as you want.  And I do believe that it is true that the more times you have sexual experiences, the more often you want them.

When I was finished I took a couple of licks of my juices from the vibrator.  I actually like the way I taste.  I encourage all women and men to taste their own come.  You may be squeamish at first, but it's yet another sense aroused and you get to know yourself just a little better.  Now it was time for sleep.

Have a sexy day!

XoXo

Tracy

A Unicorn's Thoughts On Masturbation

I love to masturbate, alone or with others.  Whether you are in a relationship or not, to me masturbation is still something to be enjoyed, not something to be hidden away from your partner.  This topic is probably easier for men than for women.  Everyone jokes about men constantly masturbating from an early age.  I also started masturbating when I was young, probably around the age of ten.  I had nobody to talk to about it, and it's really the only time in my sexual life that I felt that I was doing something "dirty."  My masturbation was furtive and hidden and never spoken about with anyone.  I didn't really touch myself.  Instead I had a tendency to read my parents' hidden porn books while straddling something and rubbing myself against it...such as a pillow or stuffed animal.

Within a few years, though, I felt much more comfortable with my body and sexuality and realized that there was nothing wrong with what I was doing.  In fact, you should feel as comfortable lavishing yourself with loving attention as you would a partner.

I do know some women have some concerns about masturbation, both their own and their partner's.  Here are my thoughts.  Women, you need to feel comfortable with your body, if you don't already.  And I mean comfortable in all aspects of the word.  Learn how to touch yourself and what things you like.  Take a look at yourself.  I mean that literally.  Mirrors can be a pain in the ass, but if you use your camera on your phone, you can take some close up shots to really get a good view and then delete them if they make you uncomfortable.  As a woman who enjoys women and men, I can tell you that all pussies look different, just as penises look different.  Some women have larger lips (like me), some have smaller.  The colors and shading varies.  Finding your clit and what it looks like is also highly recommended.  That goes for men as well as women.  Some men really do not know how to thoroughly enjoy a woman's pussy or find their way around easily.

Take the time to use your fingers to explore the outside.  Shaving or not shaving is your own personal preference, and I'm not going to suggest that either is better.  Does it feel good to lightly rub your lips?  How about your clit?  Clits can be larger or smaller, but they all have the capacity for incredible stimulation.  Do you like your clit rubbed softly or stroked more firmly?  Do you like to have your clit tapped with your fingers (a personal favorite of mine)? 

Try inserting a finger and exploring your inner recesses.  You can learn to use your muscles inside your vagina to clamp down a bit with practice.  That can feel good for you and your partner.  Can you find your g-spot?  I'm not going to go into details on how to find it because there are entire books written on this.  So if you have questions about your g-spot, do a little research online.

If you are feeling a little more adventurous, don't stop with your vagina.  Spend a little time focusing on your anus.  For many this may seem a taboo subject.  But just think about it.  Touch it lightly on the outside, use a little lubrication if it makes you feel better.  And on the topic of lubrication, don't ever, ever use Vaseline or lotion.  Those are very bad, not meant for internal use, and can cause infections.  I recommend a water-based lubricant as opposed to a silicone based.  That's my preference.

Now back to the anus.  There are so many nerve endings at the opening of the anus.  I guess this part could apply to men, too.  It's very common to enjoy anal play.  Just touch around a bit, maybe insert a finger just a little to see how it feels.  If you are a man, this does NOT mean you are gay.  So many guys have this fear.  It just means that it feels good.  End of story.  If you are enjoying it, feel free to insert your fingers further and explore a little more.  If you learn what you enjoy by yourself, it will be much easier to communicate these things to your partner.  As for me, I've explored the anal side.  As the receiver, I enjoy a little ass play, but I don't enjoy penetration.  Just not something that turns me on.  As the giver, I definitely enjoy providing whatever my partner wants (man or woman) from fingering, tonguing, or full penetration with a toy or strap-on.  As a reminder, though, when going from vagina to ass or vice versa, be sure to clean your hands or toys so you don't get an infection.

Speaking of toys, as you are getting to know yourself better through masturbation, I suggest you purchase a few toys.  I like toys of all kinds, but in this chapter I'm really going to just talk about vibrators.  You don't have to go to a sex store as there are many online retailers with a much bigger selection.  There are way too many varieties to get into here, but just start with something simple, just a plain vibrator.  I recommend one that has a slight flexible curve to it in whatever size you are comfortable with.

Use the vibrator along with your fingers.  Use it to stimulate your clit.  Maybe start at a low speed then increase as your arousal increases.  If you enjoy that, start with some penetration.  It doesn't have to be deep.  Try different things to see what you like.  For me I am capable of having clitoral orgasms, g-spot orgasms, and vaginal orgasms.  Sometimes just one, sometimes all of them depending on the stimulation.  By exploring you will find out things you like in the privacy of your own space.

Once you feel comfortable with your body, I suggest you start exploring masturbation with your partner.  Don't be afraid to get up close and personal.  It can be far more intimate than actual intercourse.  The end result of lovemaking or fucking doesn't have to be penetration, intercourse, or even orgasm sometimes.  Fun for the sake of fun is good.

And don't be concerned if you or your partner masturbate without the other one around.  It doesn't mean they aren't interested in you.  I believe it should just be a part of your sexual repertoire.